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i haven't been home in two days and now that i'm here everything feels different, it's kind of weird and i don't know how to go about by explaining it exactly. it's kind of like i've been gone for a year. it doesn't feel like a monday and it doesn't feel like tomorrow is the first day of the spring semester. everything just feels different. but maybe it's just me.

i kind of hate taking the amtrak, it's slow, cold, and there's nothing good to see out the window. not that that's amtrak's fault, but nonetheless, i would just like some scenery while i'm on that stupid uncomfortable train for 4 hours.
i know i'll probably end up taking it again a few other times the next few months so i guess i better start to get used to the idea.

then again it was well worth it to spend time with my favorite person for two whole days.
i also have a new found love for ping pong, or XTABLEXTENNISX

i hope that things work out the way they should, whatever that means
and i hope that i don't end up going crazy due to stress


so far so good