I don't want to think about exes or boyfriends or relationships in general, at least not for awhile. I feel bad about how things had to end, and if it were up to me I would still have wanted to be friends, but that was just honestly impossible. I tried so hard, and it's just not worth it anymore. It hasn't been worth it for awhile. I shouldn't be the one trying to always make things better when I was never in the fault. It's like, the first few weeks you date someone and he's perfect and everything is just perfect and then all of a sudden that all goes to hell and you're just left wondering what you did wrong or why this is happening. I don't want to deal with that anymore. I think I deserve to be treated better than that.
Everything has been said and done. There is no looking back now, only ahead.
